Miyerkules, Abril 20, 2016

FAITHFUL VANGUARD

    You can never tell when to love and who’s to love unconditionally. It will just come unpredictably, and we as humans, we are all deceived by that dream that love only love can heal us.
     I am twenty-one years old, single and in a relationship.  I don’t know why but I am not amazed by the idea of fooling around, flirting and having multiple commitments with two or more guys. I know that I am not ugly and I got some looks as my friends and some other people complimented me, but having that kind of idea is a major NO for me. I hate any forms of cheating.
     Why do some people cheat? Is it a self-anxiety kind of mental disorder? Does it really make them feel good? Does it boost their self-confidence? Does it make them more beautiful or handsome? I think it does not.
      Let’s be straight. Now days, when you enter a man and woman relationship, you’ll surely come up into sexual intercourse even without the blessing of marriage; or let’s just say pre-marital sex. You’ll going to have a body contact with someone, being madly in love is not always the reason why do some engages themselves into sexual activities but because it’s their personal necessity as an active practitioner.  Try to imagine if you are a flirty person who frequently engages into that activity with multiple partners: sure thing is your health was on a risk; a risk of having HIV and other sexual transmitted diseases.  Now tell me, does having many partners make any sense when you are already sick?
      Think twice before doing any kind of dumbness. Remember, whatever you will do, it’ll surely bounce back to you. Do not be afraid of loving the only one you adore the most. Give him/her your best shot, be faithful. 

Para kay Ina by: Ruella May Wenceslao Palo

Ilang beses na nga lang ba tayo nagkikita?
Gaano katagal? Isang oras, dalawa, tatlo, apat?
Pagod na pagod ka galing sa maghapon na trabaho,
Ayoko na mang istorbo.


Masama ang pakiramdam ko,
baka pwede dito ka nalang sa tabi ko?
Ipauubaya mo nanaman ako sa kapitbahay?
kailangan ko ay ikaw at ang iyong mga kamay.



Alam mo ba ang nangyayari kapag wala ka?
Hindi mo malalaman kase hindi mo naman nakikita.
Hindi mo nalalaman kase hindi nila sinasabi;
Sinasaktan nila ako, patatahanin bago ka pa makauwi.



Pwede ba kita makausap?
Nalulungkot kase ako; hindi alam anong gagawin,
walang ibang nag sasabi sa akin.
Ganito ba talaga ang "pagdadalaga"?
teka wag mo muna ibaba ang telepono,
may itatanong pa ako,
kase po may crush na ako..



Papunta pa lang ako , pabalik ka na;
pwede mo bang ikwento ang napagdaanan mo?
Baka ngayon pwede ka naman makausap,
baka sakali ikaw ay mag kwento.


Pero wala kang oras.



Napakaraming tanong na hinanapan ko ng sagot;
Pero hindi naging madali ang lahat,
may mga nagawang hindi dapat,
naging mali at di naging sapat.

Takot



Nakakatakot isipin na hindi ko na kayang magpatawad. 
Nakakatakot isipin na hindi ko na kayang makalimot.
Nakakatakot isipin na hindi ko na kayang magtiwala.
Nakakatakot isipin na hindi ko na kaya.